When I go to the hospitals, they look at me badly.
the doctors just want to give me painkillers !!! they tell me that women are like that, some are luckier than others… and that with hormones (contraceptive pills) the pain will go away … I’ve been taking anticoceptive pills for 5 months and when I get my period I’m still dying inside. And I ask myself… is it normal to feel a pain so big that your body just collapses? It is not, but gentlemen.
The doctors told me that my body had reached the maximum physical tolerance of pain and that to protect myself from such torture, my body decided to disconnect my organs, (intestines) and my head (losing consciousness). I had never felt so much pain in my entire life. When they tried to make me stand up to dress me up, the pain was so intense that I would faint and throw up (apparently you can do both at the same time…), so I was in my own personal hell for 1hr until i arrived to the hospital and they sedated me. i was shaking, having small convulsions with every wave of pain. THey found me lying on the floor of the bathroom white like a gosht, (i have a dark skin so imagine) i never saw my brothers so scared. I was soaked, I couldn’t move and I got dizzy and vomited from the pain, my brothers came to my help. Now I’m an adult, I’m tired of being treated like a crazy woman.Įarlier this year, the day before getting my period, I began to feel a terrible pain, knives in my uterus? NO worse! i felt as if someone was tearing me apart, how someone was opening my uterus with a knife and after gutting me alive twisting my uterus with their bare hands like an animal going to a buthcer… I started screaming as if i was getting murdered. It is not normal what happened to me or what happens to me. I went consulting with doctors and gynecologists, always deviating me from one professional to another. I knew when I was going to have it, because a week or 5 days before, when I accelerated my walking, I ran or jumped … any movement would make me writhe in pain, leaving me immobilized sitting on a bench, the street, or in class, hoping the pain would go away after taking painkillers and antiinflammatories. Growing up, i didn’t need to keep track of my cycle. As someone so young i couldn’t understand how to be quiet about something so painful. When i firts got my period at the age of 14 and i was screaming of pain they told me to “keep it together”.
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